finally comes spring - a season of depression, or so my colleague claimed. he was telling me yesterday that spring is when the rate of suicide hits the peak coz of its moist and dull weather. and i was telling him that i was going to kill myself last night then... which eventually i was too tired to.

i guess it must have been the cloudiness outside and the emptiness in the office that's making me so sianz here... i could jolly well watch a movie or two to waste my time away, but... i'm waiting for my breakfast to come and my colleague to finish her work...

normally people suffer from 'festive blues'... but it seems to me that i'm suffering from post-festive BLUES~ can't wait for time to pass a little quicker, but at the same time, don't wish moments like these to pass so soon. although bored, i still prefer relaxed and peaceful days that i'm having now before work really kicks in next monday... but man, life's such a constant contradiction. issit just me or what?

watched 'Pride & Prejudice' yesterday during my super free time in sch and simply fell in love with it. the story, the people, the lines... awww... if only what they are showing us is for real. aren't most movies reflections of life? well, nvm... let it be... think if my life is like a movie, i'd freak out! not that i'm not already.

"Memories are great when you don't have to look at the past" - Before Sunset

let the NEW piggie year begin! i can hardly wait... -_-